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My mom & my lil bro goin to Ohio to visit family. I dont wanna fuckin go. I hate bein around alotta people I don't know sometimes. They're gonna be gone for 5 days over our spring break. I'm stayin wit my auntie. Alotta my friends stay close to my aunt so I've already told my em ima be out there. We gone be wildin. They've been callin me trynna get me to hang but i'm always runnin the streets wit Nico, Brandon and Will nowadays. Plus I haven't been to my old hood in a good minute (davis court projects) lol. I miss it out there. :)

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I've been thinkin. It was kinda weird how when we were touring the prison I already knew where almost everything was. It's like I had been there before. Thought i was goin crazy or some shit. Just last night i remembered my dad use to go to prison. I didn't know which one though, so I asked my mother. And she told me it was limestone. I was pissed at the fact she didn't tell me at first cause she knew where the class was going. I use to go visit my dad there when I was like 3...crazy how i remembered that place.

That place is so rough, I need to get my act together before I wind up locked up or dead. There are 3 gangs around here. Theyre divided by cities:

Sheffield, AL - Track Boys/ Track Girls
Leighton, AL - Dream Team
Tuscumbia, AL - Roc Boys/ Roc Girls

I claim the Roc. Been a Roc Girl for 7 months now. At first the shit was a click thing. Jus people you hung wit that jus went by a name, no big deal. But now the shit is starting to get crazy. My girls/niggas be gettin jumped n shit. I'm havin to jump in every fight my friends be in. Da shit gets tiring. I hang wit my nigga Nico da most. Sometimes me and my homies be walkin the streets of Sheffield just lookin for trouble. The track niggas can't beat us, we know that, so we like to pick fights wit them. There's nothin more fun than takin all my frustration and anger out by punchin track hoes in the face. Sometimes Nico and Brandon carry a gun, they have no intention on shootin anyone tho. People i use to be cool wit in Leighton and Sheffield hate my ass now. I wish i could get outa this and be neutral, but once you get in this type of shit, there is no getting out. i'm in this shit for good.

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yesterday my law & society class went on a field trip to Limestone prison. It was bout an hour away. Wildest trip i've eva been on. Neva been so scared in my life. I knew we were gonna visit the prisoners but i had no idea they'd be out n about. A majority of them weren't behind bars..they were out in the back prison yard. I was kinda scared when i was walkin past them. Some were playin B-ball, some were workin out and some were doin work type shit like mowin the grass. Alotta these men are rapist, murderers and drug dealers. And some of the guards had no weapons. (what da fuck!?) One crazy nigga that was behind bars was screamin "let me out dis bitch!". I was like damn. Anyways after that we went into a room, three prisoners spoke to us. Two of them were in for murder and 1 of them was in for sellin/using drugs. They seemed nice, they didn't look like killers but then again...what does a killer look like? All of the men's stories really touched me but there was one that really got my attention. One dude said he's basically an animal. He gets told when to speak, told when to take a bath, told when to eat, told when he can come out of his cell. He said he feels like a pet. One dude said he had a 18 yr old daughter whose graduating this year, and he wont be able to see her walk across the stage. The last dude said he started using drugs at a party when he was in college and his life had been downhill since then. i feel bad for all of em. They let me walk into a prison cell too. shid talk about small. My big ass was feelin claustrophobic.
After they spoke to us we went to parts B&C. Parts B & C had men with Aids. They were seperated from the rest of the prisoners so they wouldn't spread the virus.

Crazzzzzy ass trip..the prison was packed wit blacks. o yeah i forgot to mention a nigga was jackin off under his covers. (guys are so nasty). after that, the bus loaded us up and we went to the mall. I had my mama's credit card, she told me not to go over $300 but my dumbass only bought 1 pair of shoes. I'm a shoe fanatic i dont know what i was thinkin only buyin one damn pair. And plus i dont even like da shoes i picked. they're not really my taste. The damn shoes cost me $70 when i coulda got them off the net for $40. Plus the dude workin the register kept askin me to buy some gotDAYUM socks. I was like "iight nigga fuck!"
All i really wanted was some more polos and a few more hightop chucks, maybe some jayz too. I wanted somethin a lil different so i chose babyphats....bad mistake. Today i went to anotha mall and bought a black n white Keffiyeh to match the kicks though.

Some people r just ignet.

So i'm arguin wit a nigga on youtube. Dis fool left me a comment askin why i like pac so much, i told him why and he went on and on about how overrated pac is. I keep tellin him to drop it but he wont shutdahellup. And i don't wanna block ol dude (net blockin is for pussies). Dis nigga tellin me to listen to Immortal tech instead. Immortal is just plain boring. The only songs I like from him are Dance wit the Devil and 3rd World. I dont like his flow and plus he be havin mood swings n shit. Immortal's good but not all that good IMO. And i'm not a hater of Underground. i'm a huge fan of Atmosphere, MF Doom, and Murs. All three of them are 10x better than Immortal tech's bitchass. Fuckdathoe.


Some of My convo wit the dumbass
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"The only reason why you like Tupac so much is cause he's dead."
iight Eazy E, Mac Dre, Big L, Pimp C, Big Pun and Soulja Slim are all dead but I dont really listen to them.


"Pac wasn't a good freestyler"
iight his freestyles weren't bad & they weren't all that good, but when it came to writing shit down, he killed it. (took him 30 minutes to write & record hail mary)

"Give me one reason why Pac is better than Nas" << what da hell does that have to do wit anything??
Cory McKay aka Cormega was writin for Nas back in the day, Pac wrote his own shit.

Pac deserves all the credit he gets. I dont think he's the best but he's far from overrated. He was always in the studio constantly recordin. That's why ppl think he's still livin cause he has so many unreleashed tracks steady comin out.

Soul Glow

funny ass song

Dese niggas aint shit..i love em tho (sometimes)

dis ol' Martin lawrence lookin nigga


dis ol' JayZ lookin nigga


dis ol' Gucci Mane lookin nigga


Dis ol' 50 cent lookin nigga.


Dis ol' Obama lookin nigga



lol i hope they dont see this, especially JR o'l gucci mane lookin ass, he'll have a fit, shid fuck em dis is funny.

Nigga You Aint Shit

10. If you rockin sperrys nigga you aint shit.

-dem shoes ugly as fuck. Just about everybody has a pair. They look like old wooden clogs. And I hate when people wear the fake knock off sperrys that come in just about every color (cough*DAVID*cough). Smh, damn shame.

9. If you bumpin Gucci coochie and Oj da garbage man..nigga you aint shit.
-Jus the otha day a nigga told me Gucci was his favorite rapper. Dude also told me Gucci was on Tupac's level. What da fuck? Yeah, dat nigga aint shit.

8. If you think wayne's da best rappa alive, you aint shit.
-dude aint even in top 100, back in 07 he was, but he's jus flat out lame now.

7. If you all bark & no bite..nigga u aint shit.
-At school it's always an argument, but NEVA a fight. Eitha throw a punch or sit da fuck down.

6. If you take a picture wit you parents money (Trae) and put it on myspace nigga you aint shit.

5. If you wear da same thing twice in one week, nigga u aint shit.
-I hate when niggas brag about how fresh they are. They go out and buy an outfit then keep wearin it ova and ova. Yeah u be lookin nice everytime you wear it, but nigga you still aint shit.

4. If you're routing for someone else to fail at what you didn't succeed at..nigga u aint shit.

3. To the upper classman dudes: If you realize girls in yo grade dont want you, don't hit on the lil freshman chicks. That jus means you aint shit.

2. If you have done the stanky leg nigga you aint shit.

1. If you gotta go around school constantly askin everybody for a dollar (especially Squeaky ol bitch ass) get a job nigga u aint shit.



*diddy got dem no bitchassness shirts. I think i should make my own shirt statein these rules, I'd make hella gwap =D